This is not a rotation journal (scroll down for my journal entries). All these are my backup. All in megaupload unless stated. In the process of uploading all and most of them are in .rar format. Get it here.

( Onward to the music )

I really hope that i can still keep in touch with my current friends. I mean yes, we do still occasionally text each other, but i think we have to meet up more.

It's time to start initiating contact.

And first up would be Seri.

Then all my drama mama people.

Yup, that's pretty much about it. :)

Hope if everything goes well, i'll be in university by next year. Nothing specific has been done yet though. Still in the process of planning and stuff, and that also means that i'll have to tender my resignation latest by May next year. SO FAST.

And that makes me wonder if i have enough time and energy to continue pursuing my third language?

Excuse me, my coffee is getting cold.

Sometimes I think my life would be better with me being alone. No nothing. Like a void. And i'll float through space with nothing, feeling nothing.

My challenge to drink coffee without cream and sugar.........failed. I still need a packet of sugar. Pfft.

I think my bitter tastebuds are destroyed after years of eating bitter-gourd. Now 70% cocoa chocolate don't even taste bitter for me. Ok, maybe coffee got me. i still need one packet of sugar! (i know i've said it) i guess 5g or less sugar in my coffee won't do much harm to me eh?

Ate too much during the weekend, and my hard-work of maintaining (and hopefully reduce) my weight has gone to waste now. Hahaha! But then again, its a once in a blue moon kind of thing so it's worth it :)

It's been decided. I'll go shop around for magnets later on. I have no idea, but i have the impulse to buy something today. I haven't really spend  my pay for last month.


I'm afraid to exercise today, since i dont feel too good after my session yesterday. My mum told me not to do exercises that are too strenuous because she heard cases of people who exercise on a regular basis, die of heart attack after their workout. And i did indeed felt pain around my heart area when i got back. Guess i should stick to walking home after work.

I am my boss's personal IT support. But luckily, the tech problems aren't too difficult or mind-boggling.

And...i just wish Milo doesn't have 123 calories per serving. :(

Go go go go.

It's cold here. And i don't even have an air-conditioner blowing down my back. I think something's wrong with me because i don't feel like this yesterday.

Didn't do too much work these past few days. And i was left rotting, starting from after 3 pm yesterday.

Decided to skip JLPT test this year, i think i'll start taking them next year and i've kinda started to prepare for the test already. There are way too many things for me to start on, to revise on, to learn and not enough time to make it for this year's JLPT (I decided to sit for the test too late). And my kanji standard is starting to go way below my level. So i guess its 3 kanji a day until next year December, and that will work out to more than 600 kanji, which is well above the kanji requirement for JLPT 3 of 300++.

I swear the next language class i'm going to take will start from the conversational class.

Taken at the site at my workplace (due long ago). I kinda miss them.

( See you next time soon...when you all grow up? )

We held the "celebration" for the lunar 7th Month today. It's my first time attending such large-scale 7th month celebrations so today was kinda eye-opener for me. I knew the celebration would be big, but i didn't actually expect there will be buffet catering. Cool.

( Big Boss and uncle with nice pose )

I wonder if deep down in my sub-conscious, i've been hating some people for the big part of my life. As much as i can remember about hate dreams, it has always been the same group of people, just different scenarios. To make things worse, i actually feel anger whenever i think of the hate dreams.

On a brighter note, pay is out. And, I'm hungry.

Shoes. I've got lots of them but somehow i always think i don't have enough. I feel better buying shoes than clothes. Buying shoes are my guilty pleasures, as do IT gadgets lol (esp mp3 and laptops, not that i have lots of laptops).

So i just got myself a new pair of shoes by Americaya today. I know nothing about branded shoes but i do know Americaya is rather branded and the only reason i bought is because it was on sale! Saw another one by Scholl (i think this is how it's spelt). More comfy but it was priced at $75!

Can't wait for my next pay, prolly going to buy more tops. Tsk tsk...its been more difficult to buy tops because most of the clothes i really like are coats and i've got tons of them at home.

I just found out that my office com has Adobe Illustrator.

I have no idea how it got there or whether people actually need it since this isn't technically a design-based work office.

And I shall attempt to learn how to use the Illustrator.

This time by DuelJewel, album titled Revive. Honestly, I only started liking them lots after their Iolite single. Seems to me that before that single, their sound aren't too rocky. More poppy then, if i didn't remember wrongly. Me likes Hayato's vocals :D

Really pleased with DuelJewel's latest album. Now I'm really looking forward to D'espairsRay's next release (more than MUCC actually).



Is it me or has they gone less visual kei than before? Hope they don't end up like SID which makes more mainstream and poppy music as compared to the more rock feel before they major.

Oh yeah, and my uploads are coming slow. Its a wonder how the others find the energy to upload all their song collections. One took 8 months to do it, but then again, I don't have that much collection ;)


Download Revive HERE.

Had a tiring day today. It's hard to juggle your own personal time when you work. You'll probably have about 3 hours of 'real free time'. (The rest are wasted when you come back home from work and you don't feel like doing anything except to sit down there and watch the tv mindlessly or stare at the ceiling.)

3 hours...its not really enough for me to play WoW. I've been having second thoughts about continuing WoW anytime soon because if i do continue, I can really forgo my precious sleep time.

Been late in listening to the GazettE's latest album. Can't really say much into it since half of my mind wasn't on the songs. All i can say now is, i'll keep listening to it and hope DIM will get through for me.

So i was looking through my e-mail archive today and i came across lots of e-mails when i was in poly. Honestly, i kinda miss those days. and i can still remember my feelings when i attend the first class for some lessons. Yeah, work was tough and tight but at the end of it when you look back, you don't remember the pain as much, but instead, you remember those as 'fond memories'.

You'll ask me if i regret not continuing study further.
Yes, i may be lacking behind those who decide to pursue their studies now, but i won't regret my choice of choosing work now and studies later because i still firmly believe that experience in society is more important than anything. Of course furthering studies is important, but they don't give you much clues about the reality of this society.

Cleared most of my previous entries because I want to have a fresh start. Kind of miss blogging on LJ after so long. Blogspot is making me sick sometimes and it's always a nice to be able to lock your entries.

Tadaima, LiveJournal. =)

MIA. Nice to have an offline life after so long :)