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27 February 2016 @ 11:51 pm
Oh hi there. I'm having mixed feelings. Actually more confusing than mixed.

You know up until last wedneaday, i have already given up hopes and i was really at peace with us trailing off as friends and eventually, nothingness.

Well i guess i made the wrong move and now i wish there were some progress made. Looking at you, it's hard to maintain that "everything is normal around you" and its really wearing me out with all the energy spent to act normal.

Its so much easier for me to forget you if i dont see you and interact with you but it is inpossible. Its hard to let go. Its hard to see you not reciprocating my feelings, but i have to continue my journey on without you.

I wish you will stop doing things that will confuse me further.
05 February 2016 @ 04:11 pm
Hey there again!

If what returning to my blog feels like, it feels exactly like coming back from some surreal journey and coming back to this dilapidated and dusty house. And also, finding out that your neighbours' houses are in the same condition.

Time to rebuild this home again.
04 October 2012 @ 01:41 am
I think I'm currently having some kind of unhealthy obsessive admiration for Tero. LOL. No, I do not wonder what he is doing every second or has bought the next plane ticket out to see him in lives. I do, however, have this urge to make him into many different LJ icons / userpics now and I am tired. I should also be studying, and not play with Photoshop. 
Current Mood: tiredtired
04 October 2012 @ 01:21 am
Got bored and decided to play around with my digi cam. 

2 pictures, un-photoshopped.Collapse )
Current Mood: boredbored
01 October 2012 @ 02:31 pm
It seems dead everywhere I go. Blogging used to be the hot stuffs but now blogs have been abandoned for social networking sites. For the surviving bloggers, it must have felt like the only resident in an abandoned neighbourhood, with streets unclean and the only reminiscent of what existed before are the broken windows, dilapidated houses and broken furnitures. 
Current Mood: fullfull
19 September 2012 @ 07:04 pm
It's been 2 years since I've last updated here and things have changed a lot. Every issues seemed so small when I read back my past entries now. 
Current Mood: amusedamused
20 March 2010 @ 10:16 am
For the woman who has changed the lives of some people, and the main motivation to live on for one guy.

Current Mood: sadsad
16 December 2009 @ 01:27 pm
I totally have no mood to do any work now, besides the fact that i have to finish a hell load of work by the end of december, which is like only a couple plus more weeks away.

I thought i could go on a few days leave after a nerve-wrecking first week of december but it seems like until we have enough people here (and my work load has stabilized), i have no chance of getting leave off work (which will be around end of jan next year). How i wished tomorrow would be Sat...nah, aint gonna happen.

Say cheers to my new found tolerance for cold and stress.
Current Location: office, where else?
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: *beep*
17 November 2009 @ 10:03 am
I really hope that i can still keep in touch with my current friends. I mean yes, we do still occasionally text each other, but i think we have to meet up more.

It's time to start initiating contact.

And first up would be Seri.

Then all my drama mama people.

Yup, that's pretty much about it. :)
Current Location: office
Current Mood: sadsad
27 October 2009 @ 11:02 am
Hope if everything goes well, i'll be in university by next year. Nothing specific has been done yet though. Still in the process of planning and stuff, and that also means that i'll have to tender my resignation latest by May next year. SO FAST.

And that makes me wonder if i have enough time and energy to continue pursuing my third language?

Excuse me, my coffee is getting cold.
Current Location: nowhere
Current Mood: stressedstressed